I am cry. I lost my husband, my friend. I lost my wind,my sun. I can"t breathe without you. This is not possible... I remember your smile, your eyes. You are was a LIFE your self. You always will live in my heart, in many hearts in the world. I love you so much, my IAN. Oleg,Dima and Katya- children ask me, whan you well come home... :-(