Jill when I Google you I see you! That is so awesome! Seeing you in the pics is exactly how I remember you, actually you are more beautiful because your the woman Jill and my photos are the young girl Jill. But regardless it’s so wonderful that you exist on the internet and that all these years later I can see your beautiful face and not just in my mind. Please tell me where you are laid to rest, love you, miss you always, your friend forever, Mel xoxo

Hey babe. Jill you are the funniest girl! So sassy, you rung rings around me with your emotional intelligence and wit! We were best friends at sackville street. But for the life of me I can’t remember how we met? It must have been at primary school one day. You were always in the smart class. And I was in the 2nd smart class. We were like 9 and I still remember how we were rated by teachers somehow. We were still best friends nonetheless. I remember your pool, we saved Peter from drowning. I remember your boy neighbours, they seemed so mature and you were so cool for knowing them. I remember the culdesac at the schools exit where you lived. We Listened to soul aslylum songs our early grunge days on the radio in your shared bedroom. Mardi was so cool all we wanted to be was rebellious Mardi and my rebellious sister Janine. We were 12. Our older sisters were the coolest people we had ever met. We had the best time in your pool and on the trampoline. You went to Broughton. I went to st pats. We didn’t hang out much. Then you came to st pats and I was so happy to see you! We had fun for a while. My friends didn’t welcome you so much. Don’t worry they weren’t very nice to me either. I didn’t speak to them for 5 years after high school. High school sucked. Mean girls, jealousy, competitive ~ why were they so mean? Sarah died of an accident heroin overdose. Her boyfriend left her to die at hotel in Woodbine didn’t even call the police. Everything fell apart. I chose kings cross nightlife scene. I lost contact with you for years, I remember seeing you at florist at some Sydney station and then at woolloomoolo pub and that was the last time I saw you. I remember your hardships but you never told me your secrets and I wish we were better friends so we could have talked more before you left us. I love you Jill, as an adult I think about how beautiful your name is~ Jillian ~ and I remember how vibrant and fun and cheeky and silly and sarcastic and quick witted and I remember a glimpse of your sadness in your new place in Lugarno when we listen to smashing pumpkins Mellon collie & the infinite sadness before we played in the backyard pool. It was like listening to that album brought something out in you. We would hide in your bedroom upstairs to the left but by this time you wouldn’t speak to me you were sad and nothing was coming out to me. I wish we could have talked and maybe we did briefly but I was so young I never understood what you were saying.

I met Jill in January 2006. She was gorgeous and a great friend to me at a difficult time. I loved the way she expressed herself. My favourite part of the day was sharing a hot chocolate with her. I thought of her often after we parted ways. I had an address but didn't write though I thought of it often and I was heartbroken to find this page. My condolences to those who knew her and loved her better than I.

I met Jill in January 2006. She was gorgeous and a great friend to me at a difficult time. I loved the way she expressed herself. My favourite part of the day was sharing a hot chocolate with her. I thought of her often after we parted ways. I had an address but didn't write though I thought of it often and I was heartbroken to find this tonight. My condolences to those who knew her and loved her better than I.

I love you Jill like life itself but you fucked me up a bit by killing yourself...

My darling girl Jillian, 26 years are not enough for you my beautiful girl. I wanted so much more for you, wanted to make your life better. You made mine better for knowing you. I loved you when you were a babe in my arms, a child full of joy, a girl full of sorrow and anger, a woman full of heartache and yet you loved finding it so hard to receive the love we wanted to share with you. I miss you a lot and my heart breaks that you are not here. I am sorry you had to go away - sorry for me, sorry for you sorry that the world won't have the benefit of you in it. I love you always. Mum xx

Dear friends and family, thank you, thank you for your love and support of my dear daughter. Many of you may not have known what a tenuous hold Jill had on life and the difficulties she faced daily, but when you showed her love and affirmed her - she was blessed. and so are we. God bless you all. Chris

To Jills' family, my name is Eve and i worked with Jill at the Woolly Bay Hotel for 2-3years. During that time Jill and i became good friends and enjoyed shopping and going out for lunch or coffee together. I moved from sydney a couple of years ago and Jill and i lost contact about a year ago, I am deeply sorry for your loss, Jill was an extremely talented, beautiful person and my thoughts are with your family. I did not want this message to be published, i only wanted to share my condolences with your family, Eve.

Goodbye, Tiffany Baby Doll