Hello Darling Seventeen years and still miss you every day. I talk to you every day too. I am old now but trying to live life like you taught me to. Love you xx


Well darling 12 years nearly to the minute, I miss you more and more every day. We talk to you every day and think of you as being in the next room as our favourite poem tells us to. I am now entering old age and wish you were here with me. You are the best mother and friend. Love always darling, your girl xx

Eleven years and it doesn't get any easier. I was awake early this morning thinking of all the great times we had, the three of us laughed a lot didn't we? I love you more and more every year, I think of you all the time, I ask you what you would do in a situation and I always come around to doing just what you would have done. On to another year, we have the adorable Finny P in our lives now, you would have absolutely loved him. Love you always BJ xxxxxx

Well darling one, ten years in two and a half hours time. I have felt anxious and off for the last week knowing this day is approaching. Ten years is too long without you here with me. I love you so much. Love Your Girl X X

Nine years today lovely one, still miss you every day. Think of you every day, speak to you every day and love you every day. Your daughter x

Hello Darling Mum, Nearly Christmas, miss you so much . Didn't leave a message on the 23rd but David and I texted. I have never been the same since you left, hopefully we will meet again x x x

Well Darling, seven years today. The week before is just horrible to remember, then by 6.30 am on the 23rd I know you found peace at last.
It is more bearable since Paul retired, I still have my sad times but he just knows how to comfort me.
Today we went to Katoomba for lunch, the weather was beautiful and we thought of you all day.. We love you so much....you gorgeous Mum.....Love Your girl x

Eleven days ago it was 6 years. I love you so much gorgeous one, you are the best friend I have ever had, we really did share everything didn't we. Your birthday was a sad day but the 23rd has now become a relief day because with hindsight I now realise what a difficult time you were having. At the time, I just couldn't think of losing you. The weeks before the 23rd were a bit rough. You really are the most exceptional person that has ever existed, I know you thought Lottie was but I know you are....Love you forever sweetheart....L cn xx

Well Darling, five years on Tuesday. I miss you every day, I talk to you every day. Thanks for your love. I love you more and more each year. Our memories keep me going. I had the best childhood and all because of you. Paul misses you so much, you know how much he loves you. It doesn't get easier, one just becomes more conditioned. Love you always, can hardly wait until we meet again. It is the only thing that keeps me sane. Your girl xx

Well Darling it will be four years on Monday and I miss you more and more every day. I hope there is an afterlife like you told me there was just before you passed away. We will be together again soon. Love Your Girl x

Hi Barbara, Sorry to hear about your Mum, hope your heart is mending, message me if you have time, would like to catch up after all these years since Prime C. Terry 0433 157 965

Its nearly two years, Sweetheart and your birthday has just passed. Life is just so empty. I don't want to be with anyone, go anywhere. You were such a big part of my life, everything. There has never been a better Mum.....till be meet again...Love Your Girl.

Its twelve months today since I took you to hospital for the final time, God I wished I had know this was the final time...you had so much to contend with but you know what it isn't any easier without you I just miss you so much and will never be the same again. till we meet again darling one... xxx

Today is Mother's Day. I now know how you felt about this day.....the loss of Lottie never allowed you to relish the second Sunday in May....God this mourning just goes on and on....everything reminds me of you.....watching people rushing around all week buying gifts and flowers just made me feel sick inside, my whole body weeps.....I love you more than anything and always will.....BJ

I had no one to give the rocky road easter egg to today....so we didn't have any!!!! The last four months of your life we dreadful for you, I hope everything is lovely" as you told me it was the night before you passed away....I love you twinkle toes....bj"

Four months and it just gets worse. I can't function properly. I cry all the time no one can console me. We were best friends and still are no one can take your place ever..love me xx

Three months today When does it get easier? When will my heart stop aching? Never, after losing you.....love always, Barbara

Its now February and I am heart broken, life is just not normal anymore. I know I have to learn to live without you but its too hard. Love you always, BJ

It was my first birthday without you gorgeous one, I spent the day in bed thinking of you - its so hard - I miss you so much......

Well Darling that's one Christmas over with and I don't think I will ever be the same again - you are so very much missed - I will love you always......

I miss you so much sweetheart, I know you had had enought but I wasn't ready....you are the best mother ever, unconditional love, something many can't give.... you said.I just had a dream that I was on the other side" I said, "what was it like" and you replied "wonderful" - God, I hope it is. Love Barbara"