Every day I take a look at a drawing Paula gave me on one of her visits to Prague. It is a drawing she made in Spain in 2006. Every time I look at the drawing I think: I wish I could have helped her the way she helped other people...I wish I knew what lied beneath....I have read about a couple who live close to the Gap clifs outside Sydney. Over the years they have managed to persuade lots of people not to do what they decided to do when they came there....I wish they were there when Paula was there.....we miss her laughter a lot! We miss her Christmas calls,......we miss her summer visits...

Every day I take a look at a drawing Paula gave me on one of her visits to Prague. She made that drawing in Spain in 2006. When I look at the picture I always think: wish I knew what was lying beneath! I wish I was able to help her as she helped the others....I have read about a couple who live close to the Gap outside Sydney. Over the years they have managed to persuade a lot of people not to do what they wanted to do ....I wish they were there when Paula was there.... we miss Paula a lot! We miss her laughter, we miss her Christmas calls and summer visits to Prague....