Aunt Vickey I'm so sorry for what I did you knew that I did something that night at Justin and Nicks house and you told my mom. I denied it until yesterday and I'm sorry because it cost you and my mom your friendship and ya'll never got to say good-bye or I love you to each other before you passed. You nor mom know how bad I feel I carry that weight on my shoulders every single day. I really felt bad going to your service and not telling my mom that I did do something with Justin that night, but what everyone doesn't know is that I didn't do it willingly I was, in my eyes raped. Because I gave up he was 23 years old and I was 17 and he was 3 times my size you remember I was a tiny thing I only weighed 135 back then. I really miss you and I am truly and deeply sorry for what I did. I wish I could turn back time so you would be back here again and I could re-do that night over again cause I surely wouldn't do it the way I did. I just wish you and mom could feel my pain that I live with everyday I don't know any other way to say I'm sorry. I LOVE YOU and I hope you and mom will forgive me one day. On another note i wish you could see James he is getting so big and I wish he could know the Aunt Vickey I know. He would love you and I wish you could meet my husband you would really like him he is a lot like you. Everyday I talk to him I see and hear you talking back to me. I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH AUNT VICKEY!!!! I don't know what more to say. LOVE ALWAYS Tiffany Miller

in just a few hours it will be a year since you passed and it still feels like time is standing still, even though everybody is getting bigger and older I just don't feel the same, i miss you so much and i hope that you are in peace now and that you look over your babies they are so big and hunter talks about you all the time and tells me that his nana is in heaven and he is only three he tells me that he loves and misses you, love you mom love your baby gurl Britt

You can never pick just one favorite memory with someone like Vickey, because they were all so special. One that really sticks out is the first time I went to crown lake with all you guys. I had never been on a fast boat like that before so I was already scared, and little miss Brittany wanted me to get on the tube. I'm sure I turned white from fear and I felt a warm hand on my shoulder, it was Vickey. She said I promise you'll be fine, I wouldn't let anything happen to you babe. That was probably the most fun I had that summer and it was all because she talked me into it. She encouraged me to do things I never thought I'd do. She was like another mother to me, and for that she will always be remembered.

Aunt vickey if your reading this i love you so much and i miss you...you have been on my mind for the past few months i'm pregnant and they say my due date is october 9th but i know if its anything like me then it will be two weeks early...maybe you can help me and make it come on your birthday...lol...you were always here for me when i needed you and you were really here for mom...you've been on her mind a lot too she really misses you too and i'm sure i dnt have to tell you that she loves you even though ya'll were fighting (cuz of me) just before you passed....well i love you a lot and i hope you will look down on me and help me through this pregnacy...

I have alot of memories with vicki. I really miss being around her. She would come over almost everyday and sit on my front porch with me. We always got along, "well if I had her favorite kool-aid" she was a real good friend. She helped me when I needed her and I help her when she needed me. I really miss her. I wish she could have seen Konner, she bought him his first outfit, and everytime I put it on him it makes me think of her. SHe will never be forgotten.

I can't say how many time Vickey was there for me when nobody was. I miss you so much and am stunned. I remember having a great time at the river and always being able to talk to you about anything. You never judged me or anybody and I love you!

I wanted you to meet my baby so bad you was so happy for me i miss you. You was always there for me and would help me through anything give me advise I love you I never thought your time would go so soon You and your daughters that miss you dear are always in my prayers love you

my memory of you being there when i delivered hunter and brylei i couldn't have done it with out you mom

My memory of you doing my wedding and always being there for me mom i really miss u! i love you so much and i cry all the time, i can't stand not having you mom you was my everything my mom my friend now i have nobody to talk to like i did with you i told you all my problems. i'm taking day by day i have to move on for my babies...

We love and miss you mama

This is the song that we played at Victoria's memorial!

chavers_brittany

15 years ago

i love this song and i hope that this is how it went for my mom.

chavers_brittany

15 years ago

God puts you through hell to get you to heaven and now you are there for eternal life and no more pain i love you mom and miss you . your grand babies will always have my memorys of you mom. you can rest in peace now.